HAIGUYZ

HAI AGAIN.

okay to those who say I have not updated since exams ended, here's my new link.

http://tiantothefront.tumblr.com/

If you have tumblr, follow me if you want :D

By the way, I update my tumblr a lot.

more than i do here anyway.

I Have Moved.

uh you get the gist haha
tiantothefront.tumblr.com

Stranger

Hello guys, sorry for the lack of update!
These past weeks have been gruelling and tiring,
but thanks to my classmates, friends, teachers for making this few months worthwhile...
It's the end years' exams, I hope I'll be able to do well
My streaming choice would be double physics.
To qualify for it, you'd have to be able to get a total score of 130 marks for math and science
i think i can get 70 for math, but science is the tricky one...
i've been unable to get above 55, let alone 60.
But I will pray everyday that I will achieve the stream of my choice! (;
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Thanks to my friends and teachers who have guided me in my studies, these past weeks, esp. choojia, nicole, kiana, melissa, hannah, yu xuan and so much more. You have been a huge help for me, I won't ever forget it ;)
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Many thanks to mum and dad who have been so supportive of me,
cooking for me, helping me with my work, showing your care, all of which i am grateful for
I won't let you guys down! :D
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In another 3 weeks, I'll be busy again...
Till then, let's all work hard together~!

HWAITING!

Alexithymia

Heck yeah, reverence at its best.


it's Ryland btw.

INDE.

Joelene, ivie, gladys, jasmine's cake.



While doing pull - ups in primary school, a p3 boy walked past her and stared at her.
PWNED. HAHA.



Sarah and Charmaine under the pressure of the spotlights.



The cake they made for my birthday(:



The cake we made during home econs.
ooh. family drama on friday night. Sorry mom. ):

It had to be you.

Today my friend told me that she was stressed because she could not 
understand a thing being taught by my chinese teacher. I wish I could 
help her in anyway I can because every time I see her distressed, I 
feel useless and helpless.
I try to explain things I understand to her,
but I'm a terrible person to go to for explanations.
I sit beside her, but it would be better for her to sit with someone who can be 
less sensitive and rude. I've been so ignorant of her feelings,
I don't what to do when she has problems. I know it's more of a problem 
for her than me, I hope hat she can lean on me more so I can learn how 
to treat others when they have problems as well. I just want her to 
respect me as a friend who is willing to help her and not brush me away.

I know I sound really really emotional, but it's just part and parcel of life.
End years are here, time to dig in your heels and get things done.
Hopefully I can get at least a 60 for my lit,
thanks to choojinator for tutoring me everyday(:
pretty much school's the same, yet not the same anyway.

It's so different now, but I guess that's what makes it exciting and sad at the same time.
Acting older than we are, we really waste our time away doing whatnot.

As George Bernard says: "Youth is wasted on the young."
How true.
Should we strive for the ambitions we desire?
Or cherish our lives a little more?
Ah, oh the irony.

The Future was never mine to begin with.

My fourteenth birthday just passed on thursday and many thanks to those who wished me a happy birthday!

Since a birthday is about growing up and all, 14 random things about my past, present and future.


PAST
1. Where were you born?
NUH

2. Describe a memorable experience in you primary school days.
Oh this would be... you know what. There's too much so I'd say P6 was my best year.

3. What has the past 14 years taught you?
There's more than meets the eye, be careful of what you wish for and you are what you eat.

PRESENT
1. How did you celebrate your birthday?
Uh I did project at my friends' house, but we swam and went crazy and it didn't feel totally serious at all. And they baked a cake specially for me, which was ultra sweet. I couldn't thank them enough. I went shoe shopping with my friend Hannah and her dad. She bought a nice shoe. I would also be going to the Hilton for a night's stay over the weekends with my best friends in primary school.

2. What would make this year's birthday memorable?
An unexpected person replied to me after waiting for so long. I was surprised and elated.
A whole lot of friends wished me and a cake made with pink icing. Everything was memorable.

3. What's your wish list?
I wanted to type a bunch of stuff but, it seemed really cold and materialistic, so all I really want is trust, faith, love and hope.

4. If you could wish for something that would come true, what would it be?
Peace? I don't know haha

FUTURE
1. What are your plans in 10 years' time?
Get into SAJC/ACJC/NJC, take up architecture, start a band, get a good job, maybe get married.

2. Kids?
Haha, two. Ryland and Summer.

3. List 5 things you have to do before you die:
- Live in Japan, Korea, California, Chicago and Germany.
- Go warped tour
- Have no regrets
- Love my family
- Cherish all that I have, with the faith that grows stronger

Thanks to everyone! Esp. people who took their time out to wish me a happy birthday!
Thanks Sherilyn, Kimberly and Hannah for the cake :D